Autumn came

It has been half year that I haven't written a word here. Nothing really changed since last time I said I need to have some changes, except expending of my belly and all those craps in my room. More and more materialistic in order to compensate for the lack of mental fulfillment, did one or two up-to-standard websites recently though. HKIAF is coming, my animation is still in my mind. I can't manipulate my feelings and emotions recently, nothing at all most of the time, very violent suddenly, as if riding a horse. Didn't see my family much although I'm still living with them. Started learning saxophone again, bought a new yamaha 4c mouthpiece, not as good as my 5cm opening's custom in voice, at least it's easier to play with. Really did nothing constructive, damn! Hope I won't screw up this time.